Yoshino Oil pastel on board, 2005

New York City and Central Park

Central Park became my retreat on days off and when seeking inspiration. When I first entered Central Park through the 90th Street entrance I remember gasping at the beauty of the Yoshino cherry trees. I imagined they were at one time ladies dancing, and jealous of their graceful movement some god cursed them and transformed them into those trees, their last position frozen into an elegant pose. I became obsessed with drawing and studying their gnarled, twisted trunks.

Shadow Drawings

The city was, and well still is, a very expensive place to live. I worked at Saks Fifth Avenue on the team responsible for setting the windows that you see when you walk up and down the avenue; it was a dream job but didn’t pay very much so I had to get creative with how I made art. I remember my first year I was so poor that for breakfast and lunch I had a packet Ramen noodles and for dinner a potato. I miscalculated how many I had because on the Thursday before I got paid, I ran out of potatoes and all I had left in my kitchen was an onion – so I ate it. I didn’t tell my family until well after I had left New York about some of my more interesting experiences because in my mind, this was my venture and whatever consequences I faced, they were mine to own. I “borrowed” paper and pencils from work so I could at least sketch. I remember sitting under a tree in the park and watching how its shadows danced on the paper and became instantly inspired by the shapes. I began to trace them and created dozens. On my way home I stopped by Duane Reed (the local drug store) and bought some cheap construction paper, parchment paper, and glue. I sat at my makeshift desk crafted from materials I found on the side of the street and began cutting and creating what I called “shadow drawings”.

A Visit to Pennsylvania

I’m originally from Pennsylvania and when my brother and sister-in-law were getting remarried, I made the trip from New York – of course not without my vintage twin-lens camera I named Sylvia. I found a vintage camera shop in the Union Square area of the city and went to price them out – I was on the hunt for a medium format camera. I found this great Yashica twin-lens that was about as old as me for a reasonable price and saved (and starved) for a few months until I was able to make the purchase. She has shot hundreds of photos and has traveled with me everywhere. Since I don’t use traditional film anymore, Slyvia doesn’t come out, but I keep her safe until one day, I’m sure, I’ll use her again. Below are some shots from that visit by Sylvia.